Reflecting on some current life problems have made me reevaluate my outlook on life. I feel that more often than not I am a positive person but I need a new exciting experience to confirm my happiness. I know it sounds needy but I am craving an adventure, I honestly don't know what that entitles but I am going to find it and once I do I know I will get that butterfly feeling in the pit of stomach telling me I am doing something right.So what am I doing on a computer while an adventure awaits?!

As I stare into a lavish blue sky,

My mind cant help but wonder why.

Why has the world spun us together in its weave of purpose,

Why has this friendship never before surfaced.

Is this all an act and we are supposed to play along,

Or is it a challenge set in place to practice being wrong.

Is it a test to find true meaning,

Or something that isn't quite so seeming.

The world has a plan but is it really for each woman and man.

Life is being created with such tenacity that it feels like its bound to soon reach its capacity.

Whether the world falls apart or I end up with a broken heart I will still love and care for you as I have from the very start.

It's been a while...

Wow it is so crazy how fast life goes by. I almost forgot about Theatrically Entitled. Much has happened to me and my fingers are ready to type the story of Miss. Stephanie from Utah.
     I am now in college and loving it. I have had no regrets (so far) and I hope to obtain that status. I miss a lot of my friends that have gone to other schools but I feel that if a friendship is meant to last, it will, no matter how many obstacles may come in between us.
      Being in college and growing up has made me look back and all the things I have done, I have missed, I have ruined. I can't help but feel that I need to go back and re-live, re-create, and re-evaluate everything in my life. Obviously that is impossible but its nice to think that there could be a small chance of something like that happening. If I ever am blessed with a do-over I would be sure to get it right the second time.
       With living life on the seat of my pants I really notice that I miss a lot. I hate that. I always want to be everywhere all the time and that is most often not the case. My family has not been close since my dear grandma passed a few years ago. I really wish that people could love without having hate block their judgment. The only family I have is the family that gets along (and trust me it's much smaller than you would think). I think that life is way to short to hold grudges or seek revenge on someone that deep down you really love. Once somebody is gone you can't take back what you have done.

        
      I guess that this is a rant about life, not just my life. Open your eyes to your reality. Do you hate someones guts? Is an overdue intervention itching away at your insides? Have you been bitten by revenge? Let it go, be the bigger person. I think we both know that it will make out for a better future.

Good thoughts for a good night.
Steph

    

just a monday

Mondays are always the busiest. Work for 8 hours than come home and start packing because the Ellis Family is moving, this is quite the monumental task. You never really realize how much crap you have until it has to go in cardboard boxes. I wish there was an app to help you pack. Well, I better get back to my wonderful monday!

My Life As I Know It

Life as I know it consists of working at the local In-N-Out Burger (which is the best job I could ever ask for at this point in my life), doing Drama President duties, memorizing songs and monolauges and scenes, playing with the ultimate group of best friends, going to ska shows, oh! and driving a Toyota Yaris! My life is pretty average for a senior in high school, well at least that is what I have convinced myself to be average. I have never done a blog before but I am really enjoying telling random people who I am and I what I do. Any who that's my story for today I have to go to work!